Ask your self: is bad attention really what you want? You might pretend to yourself that you want negativity or notoriety, especially if you believe you are a bad person. But it is easier, really, if you believe you are a good person, and act that way. When you have earned someone’s trust and respect by proving your honesty, they will do a lot with you, and a lot for you and you will have others working with you, instead of being angry with you all the time.
That is what integrity is for.